why ? why ? why?

why do simple things can be so complex?
no one can get it,,,
so many things aren't got involve,

I never ask for those, the answers always "LIFE GOES ON" , "LET IT FLOWS" ...
life goes on who doesn't know?

it can't be involved, I try to let it go...
but I live for my dream , not live for letting it go...
why should I let it go?
there is no point in life...

I try to make it simple,
but life isn't as simple as you think...

"don't think too much"
sometimes people have to think much...

I don't want to forward my steps with a question mark
but the adventure is always full of question mark...

I don't want it all
but all happen without reasons...

You've lost it all, it's just no use!
I won't let these words come to me
at least,

GAME ISN'T OVER YET!

Cut! Cut! Cut!

Geez, been waiting too long here. Hair cut is trending in me. Is my hair not short enough?? I think I'm just going to shorten my ponny.
*stomachache*
Nervous ??

With Scissor, or sciscor?( idk how to spell it correctly )
FRS

Cut! Cut! Cut!

Geez, been waiting too long here. Hair cut is trending in me. Is my hair not short enough?? I think I'm just going to shorten my ponny.
*stomachache*
Nervous ??

What the HELL is going on ???!!!

I didn't ask for sorry. I do not deserve that. Why you guys need to write something like that? Now thing gonna be worse.. *sigh*
Peace =.=)v

With peace,
FRS

APOLOGIZE ~

2 years has passed since that day ,
everything seemed to be alright .
Till this few months ,

I am in my XI grade ,
it was a fault to be in the same class with my own friends .
Yeaahh ,
it all began with those questions .
And I am the one who caused that .

I didnt mean to compare both ,
but sometimes I just cant really feel some cares about bluedjefv exists .
and I am so sorry to feel about that ..


K e L ♫

2nd anniversary...

yesterday, ...
2nd anniversary
march 25th, 2010


Looking back, that was not a good beginning for us, bluedjefv .
hmmmm..

we supposed that it would be a big big day for bluedjefv .
we gathered at vian's house, and so we were so panic because we had to fetch Vero , not in that case we were worried about, we had just felt very inconvenient without car to bring us to go to anywhere ...

BUT, we got surprised from Edwin, =0
1. He lied us that He was going to SG on that day, but actually He didn't, so at last he could bring us to hang out by car.
2. Suddenly, we found out Edwin in the living room when we were going out from Vian's room...
3. At the same time, we also saw a cake which was an anniversary cake.

and Jes said to Kel: She couldn't follow us by Edwin's car. So we had waited for her bf to fetch her
then we just got in car
so, we directly went to Vero's house to fetch her as well =)

so we went ahead to pizza hut but it was too crowded then we changed our mind to go to Airways cafe ...

WE SOLVED OUR LUNCH ON THERE =D

The ridiculous thing...

We stayed for hours, at the same time we waited Sisca for reunion
at the first time, honestly we felt annoyed
but after Vero had explained for us about the reasons, so we all didn't mind at all to wait

then we actually could go to Vero's house straightly...
But we had to wait Sisca for fetching Jes because she was not allowed to get in any men's cars
even though we were all girls in, besides Edwin
YEAH , that's why we had to wait Sisca till she was arrived

FINALLY SHE ARRIVED...
and we were not purposed to shut the car's windows without saying HI
Because at that time, we felt annoyed about it...
not because waiting for, just felt very ridiculous on Jes (YES INDEED)
so we really didn't purpose it to balance our moods

SORRY SISCA,
We did it, but we really didn't mean so

Then we went to Vero's house to celebrate our anniversary =)
We opened the cake, put the candles, lighted it,
We started to sing the birthday song!
BLA BLA BLA...
after eating the cake, we went to Vero's room and chit-chat ...
but we felt there was silently from someone
actually we didn't know how to do ,something like that...
we had to cover the cold circumstances as well so we just kept talking

16.30 : jes' daddy came to fetch her.
17.00 : Sisca had gone to piano's class
...

We felt very grateful to Edwin because of his surprises...

SO we were leaving Vero's house when Edwin came to fetch us...
We went to PIZZA HUT !
..................................................................................................................................

by : Evi , J N , Salvia =)

Beautiful Mess

I came late yesterday, so sorry.

And maybe it's true that every time we have a party or something we do together, someone from djefv always mess it up! Yeah, it always us.

I can't lie that some words from you really hurt me a lot. And I'm still thinking about that all the time. You guys know what? I've been writing and deleting posts here. But this one, I won't delete it.

To be true, when I woke up yesterday, I'm asking myself should I really join your anniversary? I said your because I don't feel it like mine. I'm not belonging to you (bluedjefv). At least, not anymore after some of you said something about us (djefv). Did you guys ask me why I'm late? Nope. Did you guys ask for reason? Nope. Did you guys say hi when we met @ airways? Nope, you guys closed the window.

I do not deserve that for being so late. But why did you keep calling me and asking me where I am but when I was there I feel like I'm nothing only a property for you. Don't lie, you just want bluedjefv completes.

Always together? Is that friendship for you? I know we should cherish our time together as much as we can. But it doesn't mean when we are apart, we are not friends anymore. You guys still my best friends.

I don't understand the real meaning of cherish our time by the way, but I guess it doesn't mean we have to hang out together, waste money, sort of those things.

And one more, djefv would never break up.

With Love,

FRS

My D J E F V

To Vero : Thanks for the chocolate! Fine Champagne Cognac Beb!!!

And Desni, your dvd still with me, I'll return it soon. Great movie right ?

But Jess, probably wanna watch it too,

Evi, actually I don't know what to say, just, keep working girl!! It will end soon =)

With Love,

FRS

4 days more, and our 2nd anniversary is coming ..

OUR BEGINNING :
It happened in our junior high, when we were still strange to each other .
Some of us came from different primary school ,
and that's how the story begin .

that day, we first met on July 17th, 2005.
the beginning of our first term , that tied us together .
The name of "BLUEDJEFV" is actually consists of " bluespirit " and " djefv " ~