:))

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY BLUEDJEFV ! :)

OMG!
when will we meet again, i am wondering :(
I dont like here,
I wanna go back home and go back to our SMA period
It's so much fun
even though sometimes those exams are so suck :D

Really miss you all here
Don't know whether I can find new friends like you do or not
Feel so afraid in this stranger place :s

And I just have two days off in CNY
what should I do, what should I do ? :(
going to cry alrd
sigh*

looking forward to meet each other again
love yay :)

much much love

heyhey , it's our anniv today ! <3
sal vian and me are talking whether this is 3rd or 4th anniv
does it really that matter ?
as long as we know , today is our day
it's more than enough :)

how's your life there babes ?
everything goes well ?
are you guys enjoying your life out there ?
i'm dying here. i am really over-stressed
projects keep coming up my way
i can't even take a breath

i miss you guys so
i really do
how i wish i could go back to those times
when everything seems much more simple , seems so easy
i hate this college life
i hate you guys being so far away

happy 4th anniv babe
love you so <3

Happy 4th anniversary

I think I'm the first one to post this ..

Hahahaha

Yeahhh !!

I just saw our past posting just now ..
I feel very touched ..
We're shared a lot of things together at the past ..

We start this blog at march 2010 ..

I re-read our post and can't help to cry ..

How can we share a lot of things at the past ??

I didn't even realized it ..

Wkwkwkwkwk

I just want to say,

Thank you guys that play the important role in my life ..

Thank you guys for filling my so-so life and make it become more colourful ..

I really love you guys ,no words can explain it ..

I love you guys ..

Alwayss ..

I'm gonna post our 4th anniversary at anywhere ..
Wkwkwkwkwk

Regards ,

Dezz ..

SILENCE

Our lovely blog has become so silent these days ..

Everybody seems like so busy ..

No one can spare their time and share something in here ..

Since that I'm in a bad mood and I don't know who can I share to ..

So ,I decided to share it with you girls ..

My life here since I came back here is totally SUCK and not SMOOTH ..

Everything just seems always has its barrier ..

Although not all things has its barrier ,some of its is quite smooth actually ..

But ,overall from it its SUCK ..

I miss all of you a lot ..

I miss those days when we had a lot of fun ..

I miss those days when we had our laughter and cry together ..

I miss you guys a lot ..

Really ..

I dreamed about you guys last night ..

It's a great dreams ..

It seems like we're a having a holiday together , we went to a beautiful beach and we swim at the sea ..

Really happy ..

*wish that it can come true

Actually ,

My feeling is in a big mess these few weeks ..

I can't really control my feeling anymore these days ..

It's really not feeling good at all ..

My heart has someone name on it ,but it seems like I have to remove it from my heart right now ..

Somebody understand my feeling ??

I don't know how to share this feeling , but the point is ,I'm bad mood ..

Very very bad mood ..

If I have you guys around me right now ,

Maybe I don't have to be so confused and trouble ..

I just have to share it with you guys and ask your opinion ..

Just like what we did in high school ..

*miss that time ,when vian's house is our secret and hiding place ..

I've already make a decision to loose it but it's seems that something keeps pulling me to near it ..

What should I do babes ??

What should I do ??

guess who I am (I think it's quite obvious ,because it seems that there's no one that can talk this much than me ,I'm so keppoh ) ..

No Name ~