PURSUE FOR FUTURE

yeah , not yet..
I still frustrating when these kinds of question bugging me..

I don't know which path should I walk in through , I afraid I would walk wrong path one day because of, I really can't find what is my talent actually ?
I find myself is such a stupid human , an useless human ! I really think so..

Sometimes , I asked to myself , why I have to go to school everyday ? exc sunday
is it just one of my daily routine ?
I dont know ,

Honestly , I really DISLIKE science !
I dislike MATH , PHYSICS , CHEMISTRY , BIOLOGY.

I think I already made a wrong decision in the begin ...

but what can I do ?
Regret is NO USE .



all I can do now is START AFRESH !!! I must get used with my decision . I will try my HARD for not let PEOPLE around me disappointed.

please Jesus , give me intelligence and strength to face it!

I believe I can make it BEST :)



because , I WANT BE A SUCCESS HUMAN !!

:D


PS : yeah , I will consider wisely where should I go and what I want to be in my future !

University, shall be our next destination?

Time flies. That's true. Flies fast.
Soon, we'll be in 12th grade. No no no way !!!
I'm not ready for national exam.
But, the thing is,
Have you decided your destination?

Nobody knows
My heart beat hurtly

GONE FOREVER

I woke up, when my mother called me...
so I checked for her condition, her breath ... use my finger to figure it out
but I can't feel her breath
I couldn't believe it...

She was my Grandma.

at the first day of her death...
I cried

second, third, forth,
still played the poker with my relatives, and some of you comes to visit...

the last night and the last day to bury
I was broke down properly

a person who lived with me everyday, She left...She had gone
I still can't get used to it

every time, I open the door... I can't see her, greet her again
I just can tell you,
She is very kind, never scold me...
when She was strong those days,
bought me food every morning till I am get bored of it...

much more, She never rang the bell for us,
the bell for the emergency , my mother putted her room
She never rang it for once...

She didn't like to bother others.
the last night She was still alive,couldn't moved her body out of her bed
She doted my mother cause She didn't want her to be suffered to take care on her


I am so proud for being her granddaughter.
well now I am fined. ;D

FUZZY DIZZY BLUEE

Oh My..
My Head HURTS a lot !!!
My stomach WORSEN it !
I'm DYING . . . DYING . . . DYING . . . DYING . . . . . . . .

Alohaaaaaaaaa

Hey,, I just wanna tell you guys, I GET A FEVER, PIANO FEVER

=)

thanks for accompany me today ~
without you all , today will be my borinqq day ><
pass the holiday alone like stupid person =="
btw , THANKS . MWAHHPPSS ~
hahahh XD

It's me ... Dezz ..

after saw our blog, i've been thinking that i've never post anything in our blog ..
hmmmmm ... so, this time, i'm gonna post something ..

first,
well, i dun understand why that in the post "my post is missing", it has my name on it ?

second,
really feel very happy when spending time with you guys ...
but, just that there's something that i can't tell you all ...
hmmmmm ...
just like that ,,,

by ; dezz

A Cloudy Day...

I hope,,, this afternoon ...
was the last time we met!

NOT SAFETY

DELFI KARTIKAWATI
Don't peep our blog!
you get caught!

MY POST IS MISSING .

WOWW2 ,
whats wrong with you ? des .
Do something troubling you ?
why dont you tell us ?
okay2
I am not good enough in words , but dont keep the burden alone
It makes you become tired .

And all ,
HELP ME FROM THE DEEP OCEAN .