Me :(

Realized something today , after what had happened these days .
i found myself was such a fool girl .
i'm the worst among you all ,
i'm the most useless among you all .

things look great for me few weeks ago , when he was still here .
but now , everything changes .
i'm starting to ask , ask about everything .
i'm starting to afraid , afraid of love .
i'm starting to confuse , confuse about him .
what should i do , my girls ?

i really wanted to shout out loud .
how i wish that he could know .
everything that i feel right now .
i know , i'm nobody to him .
nobody !
should have known this before !
too bad , i acted foolishly these and those days .
till now , i still let myself !
stupid me .

p.s birthday is coming , but i feel nothing :(