miss our past time ..

i agree with vero's opinion ..

recently, when i have problems or something that is very unconvinient in my heart ,

i don't know who should i looking for and who should i talking to ..

i just keep it in my heart ..

i think that the problems is lying on me, but i don't know what that makes me become like this ..

i really try to find out why ..

find out what is really happened to all of us ..

sometimes when i was thinking about past, i really feels like wanna crying ..

my heart just seems like so hurt , so hurt ..

when i saw other people looks so happy , i keep thinking ..

do i happy ?

or i just pretend to be happy ?

i seems like trying to give people some 'fake' smile ..

but my heart is crying out loud ..

i'm afraid that people look down on me ,in some way ..

this life is not my choice, why are they trying to question it on me and even dispised me ?

i really don't understand ..

what is my life right now for ..