I am dying

Jie mei men
things have been so hard for me these past few days
so sorry for not able to let you guys know it earlier
but i just can't endure it anymore

these are breaking me apart
my assignment's due date are on the way , as well as my final exam
but things just do not want to stand on my side
i had a big quarrel with him
our relationship is on the edge now

it was too funny
i dont know how to cope up with
this life is just too funny

i thought , he's gonna be my forever
对不起
把你们眼里完美的我们破坏了
对不起，kel
我好怕，真的好害怕
没了他，我会变得怎样
姐妹们，救救我
为我那么奇妙的爱，祈祷
好吗？